פאנפיק השבוע

קרניjack

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הפאנפיק מזכיר את הפאנפיק שאורנה העלתה על מאייקי וג'רארד. נלקח מ http://www.theimmortalityproject.com/frontpage.html שהוא אתר גדוש בפאנפיקים לבחירתכם. קריאה מהנה
Title: Completion Author: Adora Status: Finished Category: Slash Pairings: Gerard/Mikey Rating: NC-17
Description: "Sometimes I hate him for it. For being so fucking perfect. For being my brother. Because boys aren't supposed to fuck other boys, much less their own flesh and blood."
 

קרניjack

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I disgust myself. He's my brother. My brother. We're on the couch in his room, watching Dawn of the Dead, and I can't stop watching him. He's so perfect. Fucking flawless, and he has no idea. Mom and Dad are gone for two weeks on vacation, and it's just us two. Together. Alone. Ugh. I'm sick. So fucking sick. All that I want is to kiss him, to hold him, to touch him. He's so affectionate--he always has been. But not how I want him to be. He's not sick like me. I don't think anyone is. It's incest, and that's wrong. It's a sin. I'm going to Hell. I don't know if I'd really mind going to Hell, but I do mind going there because I'm a pervert, a stupid fuck-up. He is engrossed in the movie. I watch him mouth the words--we've watched it so many times together that we both know every line. But I'm too busy watching him, wanting him, to care about the movie. All that I can think about is him. Him him him. And he's all that I want to think about. I used to try to stop myself, to tell myself that it was just a phase, but sixteen and seventeen flew by, and suddenly I'm twenty-fucking-one, and I still want him. I've never been with a boy before. I know that I'm gay, though; he knows, too. He helped me through it, told me it was OK. I think he might be bi. Or maybe even straight-up faggot. Like me. I hope, for his sake, that he isn't. Because I'm a faggot, and everyone knows it. They knew it in high school, and I'd bet anything that Mom and Dad have figured it out, too. They don't say anything--I hope they're OK with it. But as long as He understands... He's everything to me. Sometimes I hate him for it. For being so fucking perfect. For being my brother. Because boys aren't supposed to fuck other boys, much less their own flesh and blood. Again, I'm disgusting. But I've learned that fighting it does nothing--I'm sick in the head, and I can't fix it. Even He would think I'm sick. I'm too lost in my thoughts to notice that he's turned to me, and is watching me intently. "What's up? You look worried," he says, concern in his voice. YOU! I want to scream. YOU'RE WHAT'S WRONG! But instead I shake my head and shrug. "Nothing, just thinking." He pauses the movie and turns to face me all the way. "Seriously, what's up? You've been weird lately." Tears well in my eyes. I want to tell him so badly. I need him to know. He sees that I'm upset and pulls me into a hug. "Come on, what's wrong? You can tell me." He looks me in the eyes. "Is it a boy?" I sniffle and nod. He clucks sympathetically and pulls me into another tight embrace. I want to stay there, in his arms, forever. But he sees me as his brother. He's normal. I take a deep breath. I have to tell him. "I have to tell you something," I say quietly, my voice trembling with unshed tears. "I, uh...I'm different." He chuckles. "I am, too. You don't have to worry about that." I shake my head. "No, I mean I'm really different. I have some problems. Or aproblem." He looks confused. Fuck, this is going to be hard. I take another deep breath and begin to speak quickly. "I'm really sorry, and I understand if you hate me, but I can't help it, and I know it's wrong and gdisgusting, and I'd hate me, too, but I have to tell you, and I've been holding it in for so long, and..." "Shh." He puts a finger to my lips, and I fall silent. "Now tell me slowly."
 

קרניjack

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I close my eyes and exhale deeply. "I love you. No, I'm in love with you." Silence. Oh fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. I knew it was a bad idea. I fucking knew it. I open my eyes slowly, trying to prepare myself for the horrified look on his beautiful face. But instead, I hear laughter. My eyes fly open. Shit, he thinks I'm kidding. Maybe it's better this way? I open my mouth to tell him that I don't feel well, so that I can go into my room and cry when he catches me off guard: "You're not a freak." WHAT?! I look at him, shocked. "Wh-what?" "You're not weird. I...uh...I've been in love with you. For a long time." I stare at him, trying to register what he's telling me. He loves me? Suddenly, my mind is whirling and the biggest grin has spread across my face. "You-you do?" He nods, and a blush creeps up his neck and colors his cheeks. He leans in and places a gentle kiss on my lips. "I love you so much." And before eithe rof us can second-guess ourselves, our mouths meet, opening and moving together. He licks my bottom lip, and I tangle my fingers in his hair. He pulls his lips away from my lips and leaves a trail of hot kisses down across my jawline and down my neck, where he sucks and bites gently. And suddenly, he bites down hard, and I can feel blood flowly from my neck. I let out a loud cry--it feels so amazing, his lips and his teeth and my own blood all mingling to form an amazing sensation in my lower belly. He pulls away. "I'm sorry!" he says, looking guilty. "I'm being to rough, I shouldn't have. I'm...sorry..." He trails off as I place soft kises on his own pale neck. He groans and throws his head back, giving me full access to his skin. I lick the side of his neck before biting gently. "Harder," he moans. I apply a bit more pressure--I am afraid to hurt him. "BITE ME, DAMMIT!" he shrieks, and and bite down hard. Blood is everywhere. He moans and pulls me into a fiery kiss. And then we are unbuttoning each other's shirts, unzipping our jeans, sliding out of our boxers. He looks amazing there, like some sort of Gothic god. I look up at him tentatively, feeling self conscious--he is so gorgeous, so perfect, and I am so...not. I cross my arms over my chest, feeling disgusting again. He kisses me gnelty again and unfolds my arms. "You're so beautiful," he murmers, places the softest of kisses on my chest. He is on his knees, then, and eying my erection. I have never had this done before, but I know what it is that he's about to do. I bit my lip to stifle a moan as he takes me into his mouth, until I can feel my erection touch the back of his throat. My hips jerk forward involuntarily. I am afraid that I'm gong to choke him, but he moans satisfactorily and takes me in deeper. My hands are in his hair, my head thrown back. It feels so amazing, having my brother there, sucking me off. Fuck. my brother is sucking me off. I look down at him worriedly, and as if he has read my mind, he is looking up at me. He pulls away from my erection and smiles gently. "I love you," he whispers, and places a gentle kiss on my lips. I can taste myself on his lips. I kiss him back, and he responds for a moment before pulling away. He delves into a drawer and pulls out a tube of lube. He coats his fingers with it and smiles and me gently. "Are you..." He falters. I have never seen him this unsure before. "Are you sure?" I nod. "Positive." He nods and takes a deep breath before laying me down on his bed and then pressing his naked body up against my own. "You're sure?" I nod. "I promise, I am." "This might hurt. It's going to be uncomfortable." It's my turn to place a finger to his lips. "I trust you." He smiles again and nods. With another deep breath on both our parts, he slides his index finger into my ass, and my hips jerk upwards. A burning feeling spreads throughout my loins, and not a good one. I bite my lip. He moves his finger around beforepulling it halfway out, and then pushing in further with two fingers. I gasp loudly, and he smiles guility. "I'm sorry," he whispers. I extend my neck and place a kiss on his lips. "Don't apologize. I'm sure," I pause to grimace as his fingers hit a tender spot, "That I'll get used to it."
 

Spread The DOOM

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זה כל כך חמודדד

אני אישית חושק בג'רארד גם :) איזה סיפור מדהים :) וגם עשו אותו יפה :) כל הכבוד
 

קרניjack

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He nods again. After a few more minutes, he pulls his fingers out. "Are you ready?" Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. "Yeah. Yeah, I am." He seems as nervous as I am. He shakily coats his erection with the lube, and then positions himself. "I'm going to do it quickly, OK?" I nod in agreement. "Just do it." And he does. He slides in to the hilt, and I draw in my breath sharply. It doesn't feel good. It burns and I feel like my skin is tearing. He leans down near my ear. "I'm sorry, baby," he whispers. Tears leak from my eyes, despite how I am willing them back. "Tell me when," he says. After a few minutes of lying there in silence, I'm still not used to the feeling, but I'm eager to continue. I look at him and nod. "You're--" I smile. "I'm sure." He begins to move slowly, and all of my inhibitions and fears are lost; the feeling is beyond amazing. "You OK?" I somehow manage to nod and choke out a strangled, "Yes." But the truth is, I'm more than OK--I'm perfect. I'm complete. The TV casts an eerie blue glow on his face as we make love. He looks at me through hooded eyes, his dark lashes casting long shadows across his face. He is beautiful. I bite my lip to suppress a moan. His lips are next to my ear again. "It's OK, babe--let it out," and then bites my neck again. I throw my head back and let out a loud groan. And from there, everything escalates. From somewhere deep within me, I hear myself say, "Fuck me harder," and I scream his name as he drives into me with enough force to shake the headboard against the wall. He kisses my lips, and I catch his full bottom lip between my teeth and bite hard. He lets out a shriek. His hands disentangle themselves from my hair and find my erection. I want nothing more than to just let go, but he is looking at me, watching me. "Hold on," he groans. I nod slavishly and manage to find some sort of rhythym: as he pounds into me, I meet his hips with my own. The sensation is fantastic. I drag his head down so that his ear is near my lips, and I whisper, "I want to hear you scream my name when you come," and then bite his earlobe. His entire body shudders, sending an indesribable feeling through my body. His thrusts are quicker now, and more shallow, so I make a conscious effort to grind my hips against his as hard as I can. And he slams into me one last time, and we come together in an of white and stars and moans. "OH, MIKEY!" Gerard has always been able to make my name sound more elegant, more beautiful, and this time is no different. I whisper an "I love you" into his ear before we fall asleep, still wrapped up in each other's arms. We will let tomorrow be awkward. Tomorrow we will worry about our parents. Tomorrow we will face the problems and the controversies. But tonight, we will be together and be in love. שורה אחרונה, כ"כ יפה:)
 

noy13pour

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אה לא משנה ...../images/Emo99.gif

איזה יפהההההההההההההההההההההההההההההההההההההההההההה
 

GD ROCKS

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עד החלק של הסקס זה היה מדהים. אחר כך זה ניהיה... חולני. אבל למרות זאת אני אוהבת פאנפיקים
 

no name141

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אממ אגב פאנפיק אממ התחלתי לכתוב

אחד..בא לכם לקרא?!חח למרות שלא נראה לי שהוא יצא משהו מיוחד..
 
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