Instead Of
Instead of having fun I feel like a laoded gun. Instead of laughing around I`m trying my personallaty to find. Instead of having a big smile I cry once in a while. Instead of going away and run I`m just staring at the sun. Insread of being with everyone inside I`m being quite and hide. Instead of feeling so great all the time I feel upset. Instead of being healthy I`m being sick and ill. Instead of forget aboute everything I just think and feel. Instead of facing the realaty I live in a big dream. Instead of being who I am I`m being who it seem. Instead of being loved I`m in love with you. I cant hear anything Instead of listening to what`s true.
Instead of having fun I feel like a laoded gun. Instead of laughing around I`m trying my personallaty to find. Instead of having a big smile I cry once in a while. Instead of going away and run I`m just staring at the sun. Insread of being with everyone inside I`m being quite and hide. Instead of feeling so great all the time I feel upset. Instead of being healthy I`m being sick and ill. Instead of forget aboute everything I just think and feel. Instead of facing the realaty I live in a big dream. Instead of being who I am I`m being who it seem. Instead of being loved I`m in love with you. I cant hear anything Instead of listening to what`s true.
