AnnabeI Lee
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Someone save me from Cypherism.
For good times' sake (and because I have no Hebrew on this computer) the use of English returns temporarily. I've been thinking lately of the value of knowing. Ever since I watched The Matrix for the first time I thought I was a Neoist (
). I thought I would like to know everything even if it's not pleasant. I thought I would like to assess my condition alone and know that no one has control over my situation, or that at least no one knows anything that I don't know and has to do with me. I am starting to think that I am changing my mind. My grandfather was diagnosed with lung cancer a few hours ago. Every one knows, the children, their spouses, the grandchildren, the grandchildrens' friends, and now a bunch of random people on some Tapuz forum- Everyone but him. If he knows his spirit will definitely be broken, but how can anyone keep something that important from a person? I guess it all boils down to control. If I had any control over the situation I would have liked to know, but that's not to say I wouldn't have liked to know if I didn't have control over it. I don't know. What do you guys think? PS In the meantime, don't say anything to my grandfather.
