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yoga chaneged my life for better and worse before i started doing hata yoga i was in a regular life- school, plans and so on. i started doing yoga and after 2-3 month of intense training i became careless, with allmost perfect health and no tension and self assured, but i was so "high" and sociaty was so "low" till this day i cannot functuon in cociaty, i disslike peple, i see the tension and the obbsesions of them instantly and i feel the pain of being in the unnatural state of modern man so hard that i simply cannot function in personal relations, in work (i dont work) and in casual relations. i stopped doing yoga since i have no will power to do so, you may say im "down". and i really dont know what to do because my needs are so big because i have gotten bigger, and i see no light in the end of the tannal. what can a man who opened his eyes do? work is slavory, india is an option but you must work hard first to save money... in short... by awaking me from the zombi state i was in- yoga had taken away the buffers i needed for functioning and now i have no will power and am in pain (not that i had will power before, i was just an otomatic robot), and am in great need for building myself on the right bases but it appears western civilisation just dont have such a thing- "succes for it is to be on an egotrip and live in lie and uforic state and fool others and consume usless things unteel you drop down from an illnes- mental or phisical. so is thare anyone who knows about something "live"? im am too stupid to do anything and i know it now and the decaded civilisation of ours is no help. is there anything like gurdjieff´s school? does anyone knows about the "forth way tm" by ospensky scools and are they worth something or have they decaded? if you know anything at all or in the same state- write please
yoga chaneged my life for better and worse before i started doing hata yoga i was in a regular life- school, plans and so on. i started doing yoga and after 2-3 month of intense training i became careless, with allmost perfect health and no tension and self assured, but i was so "high" and sociaty was so "low" till this day i cannot functuon in cociaty, i disslike peple, i see the tension and the obbsesions of them instantly and i feel the pain of being in the unnatural state of modern man so hard that i simply cannot function in personal relations, in work (i dont work) and in casual relations. i stopped doing yoga since i have no will power to do so, you may say im "down". and i really dont know what to do because my needs are so big because i have gotten bigger, and i see no light in the end of the tannal. what can a man who opened his eyes do? work is slavory, india is an option but you must work hard first to save money... in short... by awaking me from the zombi state i was in- yoga had taken away the buffers i needed for functioning and now i have no will power and am in pain (not that i had will power before, i was just an otomatic robot), and am in great need for building myself on the right bases but it appears western civilisation just dont have such a thing- "succes for it is to be on an egotrip and live in lie and uforic state and fool others and consume usless things unteel you drop down from an illnes- mental or phisical. so is thare anyone who knows about something "live"? im am too stupid to do anything and i know it now and the decaded civilisation of ours is no help. is there anything like gurdjieff´s school? does anyone knows about the "forth way tm" by ospensky scools and are they worth something or have they decaded? if you know anything at all or in the same state- write please