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<div align="left"> Hi everyone, I´m kinda new to this board. I don´t even know if Alex actually read these posts. I hope he will read this, it would mean a lot to me. I just wanna thank The Calling for making such wonderful music, it has helped me through a lot. Especially the song Could it be any harder has special meaning for me. About 18 months ago I met the man of my dreams. We just fell in love the first time we saw each other, I have never experienced anything like that in my life. I was living with another man at that time so we cheated (horrible I know) for a while before I finally had the guts to leave my boyfriend and be with my beautiful Sebastian. I had to move far so we could be together but I didn´t care because what we had was amazing and I know I will never find love like that again. That kind of love you only experience once. (He took me to see The Callings concert when you toured here last spring. It was a brilliant concert! After that I was a fan! It was actually him who made me check out the Calling, he said it was a great band.) The day he asked me to marry him was the happiest day of my life. Our friends and family said we were rushing into things but they didn´t understand. What we had was so special we just knew we were gonna be together for the rest of our lives. Our wedding was beautiful and I will always treasure that day as the happiest day of my life. We went to the Maldives on our honeymoon and that brought us even closer. We were married for exactly 21 days before I lost him. He was driving home from work when a drunkdriver collided with him, my baby died on impact. Sarcastically the driver who hit him wasn´t even bruised... The time after was absolutely horrible. My whole body ache from missing him. I had so much anger inside, I distanced myself from my friends who had boyfriends because I really did hate the sight of happy people in love. Slowly I´m working myself back to life. The funeral was so beautiful...I had choosen his favorite song to play and I also had them play Tears in heaven and Wherever you will go. I really hope you don´t mind that your song was played at his funeral. I´m not sure if you are even allowed to do that because of copyrights etc but it just felt so right to have that song played for him as he loved it and the lyrics are suitable. I´m sorry if you don´t approve of this Alex. I really hope you do. I just wanna thank you and Aaron for making such wonderful music. It has really helped me through this. When the pain became unbearable I always turned on "camino palmero". There is no such thing as getting over anything like this, but you can learn to deal with it and I think I´m on my way there. Right now I feel like I can never love again but I know he wouldn´t want me to sit at home and just grieve him. I´m still very young (26) so maybe someday I´ll be able to love again. Eventhough I lost him, I´m very happy I followed my heart when we first met. We took a chance and it worked out. I think everyone should follow their hearts, eventhough it might not seem realistic in other peoples eyes. Life´s to short not to. Hopefully someday I´ll see my beautiful angel again in a better place =) thanx for listening, it felt very good to vent! much love Aleina </div>
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זה באמת עצוב. וואו. אני לא יכולה אפילו לחשוב איך זה להיות במצב כזה... :| ד"א, זו הדר.
זה באמת עצוב. וואו. אני לא יכולה אפילו לחשוב איך זה להיות במצב כזה... :| ד"א, זו הדר.
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